Well, today was a tough one. One year ago today we opened our cafe. We are no longer running it. A lot has happened in the last several months. Hard things. Knowing today would have been the one year anniversary added to the difficulty of dealing with it. Watching your husband’s dream die is hard.
Also, 2 1/2 weeks ago a co-worker and close friend suddenly passed away. It hit me today that I really miss him. He is not away on a trip and he is not coming back. Pray for his wife. I talked with her a little today. She had a hard day today too.
Today between the two things it really hit me. Grief is not an easy emotion. In fact it is filled with many emotions.